Day 9

Talk about spewing word vomit all over a paper. I have been writing in all forms nonstop for the last couple hours. I wrote some ideas for a thesis on Harry Potter and tried to draw it out into a paper. I wrote on some of my blogs (including this one) I also wrote a page and a half on something I have considered writing for a couple months, which has turned out to be really therapeutic. I had the idea of writing what my husband was thinking from where ever he might be, and what he thinks looking down, so to speak, on us and how we are doing. I was afraid it would be too emotional, and not good, but I did not sob as I have in the past writing my thoughts. It was good to think of what he was thinking. I made me think how he did, in a more practical sense. the idea came from one of the last books he and I both read, The Lovely Bones. We both discussed i lots, and had the same opinion on it. that the idea of the book was great and an interesting point of veiw, although we did not like how it ended, and felt it set us up for a fight that never came. So how is this for odd... I am talking of how I am writing this view of my husband passing from his side, and I always have something going for background noise, whether it is the TV, or radio, and what comes on TV... Ghost, with Patrick Swayze and Demi Moore... kinda creepy. Well I realize that this writing here is NOT academic, but it is writing whatever comes to mind and it is practice for writing, and I have been doing research and some academic writing on a word program... and will post them if needed, but I like the idea of this random free writing before starting on my academic (and after as well if I want to play catch up)