Day 4

So I should feel guilty I slacked the last couple days, but I don't. I have been far to emotional to write any kind of academic post. Even a nonfiction about my life. I would end up simply crying on the key board and probably ruining my ancient computer. However that being said, I am certain there is going to be some emotion leaking into this post because today was my 17th anniversary, and the first one I have had to spend without him. I am still really liking the idea of working on a nonfiction writing of dealing with this grief thing, however I am finding with several of my classes there is going to be several papers involved, so perhaps best to keep it more academic and save the nonfiction for a nonfiction writing class. (If you have read thus far and have any input on the matter, advice would be appreciated) So also not only writing due for current classes, I have a paper I have put off from summer that I truly want to finish and my professor is still willing to work with me (miraculously, maybe because of the chaos my life seems to constantly be in, in one way or another). While I am deciding for certain which to work on I will continue to toy with the idea of nonfiction and dealing with grief. On a side note kinda, I have already seen improvement in some of my writing, in that it come faster, and I think in more understandable terms since I have been writing daily.